Today i not attending school again stay at home slacking surf internet like watching movie/drama, reading people's blog/stomp, play yahoo/miniclip games, listen to music/987fm(from morning to now night time), chat in msn, download music and lastly searching for part-time jobs.. i have redden alot of stomper post in the stomp something i should really share with you guys.
Actually by right i should be in the Prayer/Cell Group Meeting with the members in the Riverwalk but she stop me to go out because she want me to stay at home accompany her, last few days my mum share with me that some thing is not right at home in the mid-night(something is happen at home bad) so every time she was at home alone she will call my handphone tell me to go home asap but sometime when i reach home i walking towards my bedroom she scold me because i talking to my dad(BAD) and sometime her mood good she forget what she scolded me last few days and treat me good(GOOD) so what kind of son he is treating with? treat me like a *** sometime i really feel jealous of my friend because their parent's treat them so good... every time she want me to fellow her rules but she don't even understand me because most of the time i have to stay out late night is because i doing my stuff/homework or revision i have putting alot of effort in my studies but she don't even know what i'm doing most of the time i just wondering what is her mind thinking, when she had a bad mood she use me but if her mood is good i have a peaceful life, this year i want to get target 3As but sometime i feel foolish why is my target so high when my friend say something bad to make me feel sad, in the first maths test i score 38/40 but in the second maths test i only score 9/20 i feel so sad why am i failing again i tried very hard but still fail do i need to have break now? anyway i expected to have a full marks because i believe E maths is easy... although the topic in the maths test i total get 47/60 but i hope i can 56-58/60... hey wait why am i sharing my feeling in blog? i never tok to wrote this in my blog le is it God speaking to me using blog? anyway on Wednesday morning i feel God is speaking to me thought his voice got a voice speaking say "Ah sam! wake up!" than i tok is my mum but when i walking to the master room my mum is still sleeping i wondering is there any voice calling me or God is speaking to me i just can't find out until next day i told my dad about this he said maybe is God or Jesus calling you to wake up.. on that day i woke up at 5.33am i remembered i think God want to use my to do something for him.. that's why most of the time i also don't want to go home because what if i reach home she is in a bad mood i will have to suffer school holiday is coming soon mu usher chalet will be on 16th March but i told my dad i want to stay outside one day before go chalet than i decide to have a ton night with friends to let myself to relax and let the unhappen thing to fly away..ah yo why i'm still continue say God speaking to me and i feeling i should stop and continue my blog today...
Okay just now i stopped at my mum want me to accompany her at home because my dad this early in the morning about 5am he went to Malaysia suddenly, last night my dad ask me to borrow the phone to him call his hometown in S'ban after he using my phone he told me he need to go back there to have a meeting regrading my PoPo 80th Birthday Celebration, in the first place i tok he say say only than next day he really went to S'ban lift me and my mum at home that why i can't live my mother at home than my elder brother he reach home at 2pm than he bathe and leave home at 3pm so i don't have chance to go out for Prayer/Cell Group Meeting with the members in the Riverwalk okay i need to stop here and need to download music again will be continuous tomorrow if i have time..
Thursday, March 06, 2009 Today i have lots of free period but one of the period old female VP catch me using MP3 player but as she seen like never saw me using the player only the earphone that i using she told me, end of TEAM 1 than can get back from GO but she add this end of the TEAM 29.05.09 than get back from her she ******* ******* before one day is my Birthday(28.05.029) and yet she dare to tell me 29.05.09 than get back no wonder sometime from the far i saw her okok but if you ZOOM IN you feel like talking to a Ghost very scary~~~ i feel like running away if i can stay away from her better if not you will die soon haha, if it is the young female VP i have noting to say la ofcos i also will sit down and chat with her longer~~~ la haha anyway i planning to buy my brother that kind of earpiece but very EXP! so i decide to but cheaper one can use can already next time got money i will buy that...
Name : Chong Jia Hao, Samuel Age : 18years old(2010) School : Keming Primary School(KPS->(1999-2005)) Yuosf Ishak Secondary School(YISS->(2006-2009)) Balestier ITE(2010-2012) Job : IMM Popular(20.10.09-28.11.09) Birth Date : 28th May 1992 Health : 177cm, Weight?? P/s: I'm a guy, who like his own style no one's control & the most important thing is how you treat me @ first then i will treat you the same too. strikeoutbolditalics and underline