Wa! do you know yesterday why i didn't online msn, what did i do? i went out, my mum allow me to go out and i reach home at 11pm something, in the first place my mum say you cannot go out you dad didn't say allow you to go out than i need to make some patten like "ok la, later i reach home i buy take away for you i use my money to pay lor" but also cannot than i call my leader for help, i call her than my mum talk to her on the phone, my heart beating fast:D because i don't know weather she allow me to go out ma, after 2hours later my mum ask me "what time are you going out?" than i answer her "about 5.45pm lor" and she call me to help her buy dinner for her before i go to church EDGE service, i reach church around 6.40pm together with Jun Liang... I had a great time in the service i love the praise, that is the music that when my first love is:)after the service my leader call me to Fly home so ya i fly and walk is very tiring but te thing is i step out a faith to talk to her at the bus stop, nowadays she look so sad:( i also dont know what to do, i am a joker why i cant make things funny and let her laugh? when she is alone at the bus stop sitting at the chair i just remember one thing i want to give her something but i forget to take out from my home... when i was my way home taking bus its took me 45mins to go home like hor the bus is half dead not moving... I reach home at 11pm something than i take a bath at 12.30am is very tiring but my mum ask me do you want to eat something than i think if i eat tomorrow i can't wait up at 7am but i feel like eating something le so she cook the food at 2am, finish cooking at 2.20am when i was eating half way my dad came back from work than i went to bath again its 3.10am i am sleeping finally i am on my bad and i need to wake up at 7am...

Next morning...
wa i wake up at 8am, i watch the time abit early so i sleep 1more hour:D very tried, i have my breakfast at home than use computer after that i went to bath and get ready to go Boon Lay, when i was on my way there i sms my one of my usher team member "I am reaching soon, how many seats you need for the lunch usher gethering?" and he reply "Oh is not today you get the wrong date is next week 25th Oct" than i sian already lor, i noting to do i dont know what to do... so i went to church root top and feel like draw something so i start to design my name and plan what to draw next, when i was drawing i am calling the members who reach church and have lunch together:) i didnt talk much i meet Val and Cel for lunch after the lunch went back to church do support very sian lor how time didnt serv i totally dont know what should i do le... Today pastor speak a good msg i have enjoy it about the water... and also just now i want to pass her something today but i cant find her than i leave the church before the PM start my mum want me to reach home asap..:(

This is what i draw in the service on friday.



This is what i draw in church:)
(On Sunday) Starting i draw is this.


(On Sunday)Before.


(On Sunday)During.


(On Sunday)After.


And lastly my Belt just now i wear.

Today is so sian, noting to do in school in CPA lesson i sleep in class and Mr. Cheong call me and poon run 2rounds at the school field the field are so slippy i run very slowly if not i will fall down de only 2rounds a piece for cake la... i also planning to take MC/letter on Monday/Wednesday, Monday need to check paper again but Wednesday go home early 12.45pm so how... Today i have noting much to share also, i now don't have mood:( because i want to go for the EDGE service but my mum don't allow le, i want to see her(Not my mum is other people) i have only 1week can see her 1-2day le how sad you know? I don't have chance to chat with her but need to be bold enough ma Samuel! be Bold! wondering how is she this few days i want to call her but i scare(I have alot of Fear), "GUYZ, What will you do if you like a girl?"

I want to Thank You Mr. Aidil for not giving up on me for my Maths:)
and lastly is Mr. Marshell Tan he is a teacher that will tough us alot of things...


Oh no! just now i get back my English paper i am very sad lor total score is 160 and i get 72 out of 160, English paper have 3 set so per set a litter bit more than i can get just pass but all 3set is all fail never mind i will still run the race...

We have early dismiss today for English so we wait for our next period Maths, me and Poon chat alot, laugh alot and talk alot than we talk half way my Classmate Rahim he say to me "Samuel, You ah drink Holy water itizz?" and than everybody starting to laugh at me but i answer him "Ya! i drink HOLY water:)" but those who laugh at me they Failed their Maths paper very badly and Rahim i saw his face i can see the Maths score for him is Sux! i am not cursing him is because he totally make me very angry with him, i do noting to him and he said those things to me, before we get our Maths paper my Teacher Mr. Aidil tell us "in this 3T2 class only 8students have pass their Maths so is 8 out of 30students" and i think oh no i have study very hard on my paper will i pass? my mind keep thinking alot of thinks like Rahim, he in the class before i do the paper he say to me "Samuel! i tell you, you sure fail!" keep thinking and thinking but good things happen my Paper one i get 32/50 and and bad things on Paper two i get 19/50 althougt is like again to fail but thank God he make things happen that i think is Noting is impossible... only you run the race and Don't Give Up! I want to tell this to my friends "We need to have faith to believe all things are possible!" because i get a just pass for my Maths and my mood totally change, before my teacher give me the paper i tok he will say noting to me but he say Good! you done very well:) I AM SHINEING FOR GOD!

Behind the Maths exam, i prepare for my Exam and so when the Teacher are teaching us i keep asking him alot of Question and i ask him to do an e.g. for me and i try to do it myself and revis on my own...

And after school i went to Jun Liang house again wash up and everything looks like his house is my 5th house, my 1st house at Msia, 2nd at Church, 3rd Yun Cong house, 4th School and 5th Jun Liang house, than around 3pm JL and me take MRT to Jurong East meet the team members they haven reach but we went to Jurong Enterientment to have out lunch btw the shopping centre is going to have revontion on 26th Oct:( so sad...
than slowly the members coming 1st is Daniel Salam, 2nd is Shi Hui, 3rd is Valerie Yong and the 4th runner up is Yunting i understand why they are late but never mind we enjoy the Fellowship at the kpo, we play the I-touch phone game super fun la! after the fellowship than planning out to play basketball but the wearther super wield la everyday raining... than decide to take bus go home...

I want to be a full time art student of my lifetime:)


I want to Thank You Mr. Aidil for not giving up on me for my Maths:)
and lastly is Mr. Marshell Tan he is a teacher that will tough us alot of things...

GOOD NEWS! haha not that i have found a job for my school holiday is about my ART i have use alot of time in my Art work and today my teacher return me my art work i my very HAPPY! i get 80%/100% and i am the top 2nd in class, reply want to thank you my friends in church, you are the person who push me up and i get a very high score:) and last but not least is my wounderful God has been with me beside me and watch me how to draw my Art he is the God that can leaver all around the world I LOVE YOU GOD! finally i play Basketball and i lost alot of my skill but never mind i can stll get back my skill, but one ting canot get back is yor exam you got your exam paper and you failed this time you will never get another chance.

This is my Art Teacher(Mr. Marshel Tan)wrote the comments on my Art paper:)

Samuel,
You really Surprise me with your drawing!
Good work! Your drawing skill and coloring are good!
Keep up the good work!
Hope that you can draw bigger so that the whole paper will be cowed

This is the Art teacher wrote the comments on my Art work.


How teacher mark my score?


This is my Art work draw on the classroom as in my Exam paper.

I don't know what to draw so i draw anyhow..

Let’s talk about my day today.
After school I went to play Basketball after school, my Basketball skill totally plus totally very sux :p got one F*** guy he play basketball half way he throw the ball at my head on purpose, I didn’t do anything to him his F***** he throw the ball at my I just forget it never mind than we rest than I play basketball with another friend play 1on1 and this 2 people they hit my head never mind and they hit my Spec wa lao le my spec le this is the only spec I can wear out to meet friends like girls or boys ya? I didn’t expert that I wear my nice spec the exp one they will hit most of the time they didn’t hit the exp spec one and I call my friend you better finish this game I don’t want to play with you! And I reach home today at 8.45pm so tired lor…

Today the sky are so wonderful (I hope I am the blue sky and she is the white clouds surrounding me:))

Today i went to meet Sharon at West Mall she is my Cell Group Leader, we have a nice chat in coffee bean, she is chatting with me about how was my studies and my spiritual walk with God, we chat until half way than she was talking about my Blog, she read my blog and talk about it, share with me about some of the relationship including spiritual walk with God... today i learn something from Sharon she told me "you need to be close with her and also if one day she also want to be close to you and know more about you, maybe you still have the chance to with a in a relationship but if she don't like you, you still can be protected in the friendship" i want to thank you my leader she have share with me this, last time i just don't know who i need to share with, when i have some talks in my mind i don't know what to do but this time round i am more open to her... and next i share with her i want to have a job to give my A&B fund in next few months, i am think to have a jobs to have money for my spending allows, A&B fund, give my parents money and treats my friends, although i have a litter money to spend but i want to share with all my people surrounding me let them have the joy :) and i ask her what should i do if i don't know how to ask for job, she teach me to try to ask them for the job and you shouldn't be have fear if you are working, 1hour has pass away and and Sui Jin came to look for Sharon and i leave the coffee bean and when to the west mall B1 to ask for job at the cookies shop and they written down my name and contact number, i am waiting for the news and i want to pray i have a job that can give me the high pay, don't need to work for to long on the weekend if can weekend is a REST day, the people working there they with treat me very good, feel welcome and have OT if can:) after looking for the jobs in West mall i decide to go up to find is there any shop want to Hired part time workers i saw poon and yun cong my friend that play Basketball together after school...

Than no where to go i when to Jurong East and than no where to go again i decide to go my school nearest to Basketball co. and i have bister with blood again this is the 4th case but this time is only a litter blood inside so don't feel the pain... btw i was not wearing my shoe to play because i wan to have fun so i don't care everything than i got this...
I take some photo in my phone let you see the bister with blood to see

The blood in the Bister.


And the blood slink on my slipper.

Today art i total don't know i want to draw what i want to draw, but lucky that i have draw something in the 3A size paper my class 3t2 the BOYS some of them are draw but my classmate Zul he draw something not like something i don't know how to say but is something that teacher saw the draw will headache...

After the exam i plan to go Jun Liang(JL) house wash up everything and leave the house by 12pm but today rains very heavily i have alot of things get wet; my school shoe gets wet, my polo tee, color pencils, my file and the paper inside... reach JL house and i wash up use the hair dryer to Dry my shoe and polo tee leave house at 12.45pm take 188 to HarbourFront took me 50mins to reach there were we are on the way to Long Jone Sliver I saw Valerie Foog, Daphne and Celeste they have their lunch already so they decided to go walk walk at Vivo and called Yunting to have lunch together this is the first the time i have lunch with Yunting on the weekday...

So after everything in the Vivo Celeste and Yunting need to go off of the Prayer meeting me and JL take Mrt back Bt Batok and go to his house again and wash up hang my wet polo tee outside... that's all of my today BLOG!

My day wasn't good today today i woke up at 10.30am for me i didn't sleep so long normally i will wake up at 8am, as usual on computer, change my MP3 and both handphone, go into the to see is there some thing to eat but noting to eat and i went back to my seat to use my computer see who view my friendster and who send me comments is the same person sending me comments she is HuiXia she can be my gan jie lor she is a very nice girl la but hor she older than me 1year old :( hey hey hey don't think another way round... i leave my house at 12pm went to west mall with my mum from i leave the house until to the west mall i am caling the members are they going to plan up some event go out play but some want to stay at home play computer than nvm i call Sharon where to support Leejie but diao the vocal start at 4 or 6pm than i reach riverwlk at 2.05pm i taking Bus okay? took me 1hour and 15mins from Bt Batok to riverwalk i want to sleep in bus but i can't haha maybe thinking of her how to get close to her ba, around 4.15pm i leave the riverwalk i take 197 to Jroung East took me 1hour and i sleep in bus, today is a day i am alone :( nvm GOD is also beside us :)