This morning I actually didn’t plan to eat breakfast with my family because I super tired, plus I need to stay awake for my BS start at 1pm after the BS is pre-service prayer meeting everything went very smoothly than we went for the service and I am carrying the fire of God and Cross, I have been a lot of hard time and fighting with the warfare but I want to thank you those who have supported me (Sharon, Jodie, Yun Ting and Sui Jin), everything take a step and slowly get up to another level…

After we had our dinner with the members, we went home taking MRT from Boon Lay to Jurong East, I am with the W415 girls together, when the train starting to leave Jurong East, I am thinking what should I say to her Good byee, bye ______ or ______ bye bye… when I say to her bye bye to everybody before leaving the train she didn’t answer me I feel wa what is happening?! But one of the member say “Samuel, don’t be sad” and my mood totally change plus my heart is break into half, I reach home at 10.30pm my mum cook for me supper, when I was eating my supper my mum say “hey why are you so boring” I didn’t say anything but my I told myself not to :'( in front of them… (If you are the person i am talking about you, will you still answer me?)

I am sick don’t feel like talking with people and so tired, I have stress in my study for my exam because of that I having headache most of the night(thinking of my Art work), cough(no voice to sing my favorite music), gastric pain(Skipping my lunch and dinner busying with my things) and eye pain(drink not enough water don’t have tears)

And now is already 1.45am i am still using computer just now i was on my bed but i don't know why i just cannot sleep what should i do?

I can't really sing, right now i am trying to sing this music call 够爱 this music i want to sing to a person guess who ba...

This is the music:
Gou Ai 够爱- 东城卫A Chord MTV

I leave home at 7.05am reach school at 7.15am, I am ready to take my Basic Mother exam paper but before I take the paper a malay boy curse me he said “ Samuel! I tell you, you will fail” and I smile to him and reply I will just remember that, everything very smooth 30MCQs 45mins to finish the paper after my paper I want to go home bath but its raining very heavily and the rain stop at around 10am, I went to west mall with poon buy bubble teas and we take bus 106 go home… reach home around 12pm I plan to sleep for 4hours de but can’t because there is no time lift so I decide to leave home at 1.30pm take transport to the ICA get my passport wa I tok there is a lot of people but in about 45mins I get my passport and went to a place eat lunch or dinner? Ah whatever~~~ after eating I take bus 175 to Dhoby Ghuat change bus to 174 Boon Lay and from the place ICA to Boon lay took me 2hours 30mins and i sleep in the bus like a pigee…

I am so excited for the Youth service call EDGE, EDGE means the youth in the night but for me is like a clubbing when I step into the place they play a music call “What I have Done!” I am like crazy because that is my Favorite music Linkin Park… wa! I saw the floor area don’t have sits! But the youth like it a lot so don’t need to say I enjoy myself in the service, i learn i new music from Planetshakers the title of the music is Jump Around, actually I need to leave the service at 8pm but I want to listen for the preaching so I stay thught out the service, the service finish at 8.45pm….and I when home reach home at 10pm...

Yes Tomorrow is Friday! And finish my Mother tough at 8.15am, after the exam I planning to go home bath on music and than go sleep for 4hours, around afternoon go ICA collect my passport, go for church youth service and lastly after service when for supper with the members! And also now I am working hard on my study a lot, thinking to get at least 1A but can I get 2 or 3As? I can’t think much, what can I do is PASS my subject… and one more thing I got 1week didn’t play basketball so lost my skill D= but never mind study first than play second… I am waiting to shine for God you are the best!

ICA = Immigration & Checkpoints Authority

Is my Msn and Media Player Nice?

This morning raining and not so heavily, rain at 7.20am if earlier abit I can go into school at 7.45am and today is the day I need to pass up my 3 CD sleeve drawing to let teacher mark and I get 25/60 but never the less I have 2-3 more drawing need to pass up than I can get my total score, I will work harder and harder Shine for the GOD and pound of myself last few days, and I receive a lot of comments from school they say I draw the 3rd CD sleeve very nice, I upload my 1st and 2nd drawing today I going to upload the 3rd drawing soon, within 1 hour and 30mins I have finish and rushing the whole drawing is shown at below:



Just now PE lesson my teacher have a nice chat with me because I didn’t bring PE and my teacher say luckily today you came for school and I reply him is because I want to study for my exam and I came to school this few week, without taking MC and letter and he said “NT student is the best still know when to come to school and when don’t want to come” and I feel good and happy… =)

Also want to thanks my Brother he bought me a Belt shown it below:

When I was young, 4years old other kids have their own childhood and know how to talk but for me I still don't know how to talk in simple Chinese or English and no childhood, last few days I with my friend from W415 they went to playground and say to my friend wa you look like don’t have childhood le than I just standing aside, last time when I am 4years old my mother don’t allow me to go playground and play with other children's, from there I don’t talk to people and I have late 1year for my study in playgroup and I should be in Sec 4 right now but not Sec 3, is 1year away but people just don’t understand that why am I in Sec 3 and I am 16years old this year... Sometimes I will tell them I not repenting for PSLE is late one year for school, I have passes by a lot of life strange and sometimes I have confuse am I born on 1992 or 1993, I feel that my life is in a mess…

After school I went to study again and this time is with a group of friends from my school they study for about 2hours and I have study 5-6hours and bought myself a Hot Chocolate and Big Gulp from 7-11 without this I can’t study well, I went to the BBECC there study than have a lot of student prepare their exam but lucky haven full house, I have redo some of my art work just now in school and I still have another 1more art work haven do tomorrow need to rush over because need to use the light box…

You can see the darwing below after the editing:



DO you think i darw alike?





Some of the short form:
BBECC = Bt Batok East Community Club

Today in english lesson doing the Listening so sian lor listening and listen last few week is chinese listening now is english than noting to do take some photos again...

The emo colors none other than White and Black colors!


After school i went to study instead of playing basketball with friends in school, want to get a better result is to study hard and not play hard on this term i study of 5hours plus today so tired lor, study my maths and do homework for maths 2hours later feel very boring than take a few photos for my darwing and coloring as shawn it below:





All this art work i have darw is for marking on wed thats why i need to rush my work and need to think for something that is creative and need to fix the color....

This morning i woke up at 7.30am eat my breadfast, use my computer to play music than went to bath but i am still very tired, i leave my house at 8.35am went to sharon house for the group meeting, talking about group grove, we have a nice talk in the meeting finish at around 9.30am, than we get ready for CGM, btw Sharon's mum bought us pizza hut after the CGM, we went to BPP to study for our exam at KFC i need to work harder and harder because of one person D= , when i study half way i bought myself a whipped potato(Large)and Pepsi(Large) and listen to music using my friend earpiece and study, than i saw Wanqi passby KFC and i say HI to her =p, after study(after everything) we went to take bus 176 to around west co park celebate Val ang birthday this should be her 2nd times for her to celebate, when we leave her house she told me, "Samuel! your slipper same with me" and i said ya lor i saw you wearing that day in NUH and take bus 285 to Clementi drop off and take MRT go home when i am in the train with some the other girls members i am thinking my Art work again and emoing again also... (Pray for the creative and good darwing) Thinking my darw how itizz look like need to get a good result first need to plan second need vision and lastly need to pray!

I have something to Share i have a friend call Jaslyn, she ask me is CHC Cleaner is a ministry i laght like ceazy lor than i ask her what about the police are they from CHC ministry? if like that wa everybody is police lor haha

wa sa i worte a very long blog today nice to share also haha

Some of the short form:
CGM = Cell Group Meeting
KFC = Kentucky Fried Chicken
BPP = Bukit Panjang Plaza