Wa is going to be 4am soon! this blog is base under 8th Nov, well well well i overslept this moening, i should wake up at 10am but i sleep until 1pm maybe i have sweet dreams haha no la just feeling very tired than decide to sleep longer but this a litter to long right haha so i need to reach church at 2pm but i reach church 2.15pm after the service everything than we when to 1st floor and celebrate my leader Sharon she is 2_something but she say she is 21 always 21years old haha like people say "人老心不老" btw we have alot of fun after service...

After service we when for our dinner with the Cell Group member and also alot of people are not there at coffee shop today but never mind is good to fellowship as a group:D oh ya after dinner we need to west mall from boon lay, the girls decide where they want to go very long for me i hope they will go west mall and we reach west mall alot of shops closed and we leave the west mall at 11pm something i took bus 77 with james and than i reach home haha thats all and last part of my story for today is below...

Reach home is around 11.30pm than my mum scold me without a reason, she like to scold me so much let her be, no matter people bully me, scold me, people say my bad month, say me drink holy water or call me botak i don't mind because this is their month i can't stop them for saying words like this, my mum want to complain what i did last few days complain la i just only wondering, why people just like to complain so much no matter is in the place of study, working place or at home sure want to complain about people, people have complained me about my "service" is not good in the usher ministry but the people never think the people who is serving you they are so stress we need to run with the timing not so easy as you can think, my mum have just cruse me "go out so late, you better watch out people misunderstand and beat you" what the !@#$%^&* i did not do something wrong why people want to beat me, i hate my mum since i was a kids she don't bother i have childhood anot the kid like same age with me they can play at the playground but what about me? i cannot go play with the other kids, thats why until now if i am going out i will go out very late i don't want to stay at home to face her and let her scold me plus nag at me is so c..... my friends told me wa last time i miss the childhood but i was standing aside and i ask myself why my mum want to bought me to this world why can't she just throw me away? i don't have a childhood at all... my childhood is in a mess i also want to share with you something, when she go out in the morning, she will lock me up at the house, i feel like locked up in the jail, something when she is out i will shout very loud...

Wa is already 5.30am i am still awake:D i going to sleep soon about 6am i hope i can sleep until 3pm something...

Next day...
Today i woke up at 3pm wa i feel so good i wake up i feel that is a very sunny morning is a brand new day, is a day i want to stay at home although today is a Sunday but just wan to stay at home rest, relax, play music and watch videos... Tomorrow my dad is coming back to Spore from Beijing, the plane will land down at 9.25pm so i am going over there to changi airport.. wondering what he will buy for me btw I still don't know weather i can go to Malaysia anot le but i really hope i can go there i don't want to stay at Spore so stressful, in Msia is a new life for me haha...:D ya i should stop here is a very long day blog...