This morning I actually didn’t plan to eat breakfast with my family because I super tired, plus I need to stay awake for my BS start at 1pm after the BS is pre-service prayer meeting everything went very smoothly than we went for the service and I am carrying the fire of God and Cross, I have been a lot of hard time and fighting with the warfare but I want to thank you those who have supported me (Sharon, Jodie, Yun Ting and Sui Jin), everything take a step and slowly get up to another level…

After we had our dinner with the members, we went home taking MRT from Boon Lay to Jurong East, I am with the W415 girls together, when the train starting to leave Jurong East, I am thinking what should I say to her Good byee, bye ______ or ______ bye bye… when I say to her bye bye to everybody before leaving the train she didn’t answer me I feel wa what is happening?! But one of the member say “Samuel, don’t be sad” and my mood totally change plus my heart is break into half, I reach home at 10.30pm my mum cook for me supper, when I was eating my supper my mum say “hey why are you so boring” I didn’t say anything but my I told myself not to :'( in front of them… (If you are the person i am talking about you, will you still answer me?)

I am sick don’t feel like talking with people and so tired, I have stress in my study for my exam because of that I having headache most of the night(thinking of my Art work), cough(no voice to sing my favorite music), gastric pain(Skipping my lunch and dinner busying with my things) and eye pain(drink not enough water don’t have tears)

And now is already 1.45am i am still using computer just now i was on my bed but i don't know why i just cannot sleep what should i do?

I can't really sing, right now i am trying to sing this music call 够爱 this music i want to sing to a person guess who ba...

This is the music:
Gou Ai 够爱- 东城卫A Chord MTV